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So... late night thinking.... I don't like when random thoughts come to mind when you can't sleep...

This is probably the most emo thing I could ever write, but ya..

So.. people say try to be happy your whole life, no regrets, never look back, do what you do best, etc.

So many people work so hard for so little, breaking their back just knowing that they have to do the same cycle over and over again on their low-paying job that's just enough to get them by for the month.. but I guess those would be the kids who didn't have a good education or didn't care about school enough and thought they should live life as a kid because they say "Life is short so live it young and to the fullest because you're gonna die one day anyway" or something close to that... Then some kids would make that an excuse to do everything like drugs, sex, doing stupid shit for the rush before they die, but some just do it because its whatever to them.

Did God want us to live happy lives? Did he want us to experience its ups and downs? If heaven is the ultimate peace and happiness that people have to work so hard to get in to, being nice to everyone and being fair and whatnot, why not die as soon as possible to live in the ultimate state of being happy forever, eternity, the lifetime? We live right now and don't take it away because it is a sin to take away your life but.... If God's plan was to see the world living happily, then we've obviously failed him.. but who knows, it may get better.

People in general who work all their life, having a steady job because they want to enjoy their last years having no money problems and just having vacations and 'enjoying' life.. why can't we enjoy life our whole life? From being born to being dead, just one big whole vacation? being educated doesnt mean anything, all you need is money, and loads of it. one day you can find love and whatever. have friends to enjoy it with.

If everyone in the world shared everything there would be no hunger, no crimes, no nothing.. all happiness, brothers and sisters just getting along.. no help of having knowledge would do anything for anyone, as long as everybody had food to eat everyday, people to be around, and shelter, that's basically what people do everyday. We keep doing this cycle until we're too old to see life when we were younger, giving the life insurance to the next generation, but all that money just usually goes towards bills that parents pay. Everyone always owes money and they can never have more than enough to spoil themselves or their loved ones...

Education, imagination, and drama are what keep people and going, making them strive for things, what makes them have passion, what keeps everyone in the world from being bored. That's basically why people are living on Earth right now, just one day some caveman had an imagination and decided to ask questions, doing things to keep his mind busy, and just in the future everything expands, having languages to communicate to someone, art, music, sports, making up letters and calling a certain group of letters an alphabet so people learn to read. Everything in the world is to keep our attention from being bored, otherwise... there is no point of life when you can't do anything with it..