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So... late night thinking.... I don't like when random thoughts come to mind when you can't sleep...

This is probably the most emo thing I could ever write, but ya..

So.. people say try to be happy your whole life, no regrets, never look back, do what you do best, etc.

So many people work so hard for so little, breaking their back just knowing that they have to do the same cycle over and over again on their low-paying job that's just enough to get them by for the month.. but I guess those would be the kids who didn't have a good education or didn't care about school enough and thought they should live life as a kid because they say "Life is short so live it young and to the fullest because you're gonna die one day anyway" or something close to that... Then some kids would make that an excuse to do everything like drugs, sex, doing stupid shit for the rush before they die, but some just do it because its whatever to them.

Did God want us to live happy lives? Did he want us to experience its ups and downs? If heaven is the ultimate peace and happiness that people have to work so hard to get in to, being nice to everyone and being fair and whatnot, why not die as soon as possible to live in the ultimate state of being happy forever, eternity, the lifetime? We live right now and don't take it away because it is a sin to take away your life but.... If God's plan was to see the world living happily, then we've obviously failed him.. but who knows, it may get better.

People in general who work all their life, having a steady job because they want to enjoy their last years having no money problems and just having vacations and 'enjoying' life.. why can't we enjoy life our whole life? From being born to being dead, just one big whole vacation? being educated doesnt mean anything, all you need is money, and loads of it. one day you can find love and whatever. have friends to enjoy it with.

If everyone in the world shared everything there would be no hunger, no crimes, no nothing.. all happiness, brothers and sisters just getting along.. no help of having knowledge would do anything for anyone, as long as everybody had food to eat everyday, people to be around, and shelter, that's basically what people do everyday. We keep doing this cycle until we're too old to see life when we were younger, giving the life insurance to the next generation, but all that money just usually goes towards bills that parents pay. Everyone always owes money and they can never have more than enough to spoil themselves or their loved ones...

Education, imagination, and drama are what keep people and going, making them strive for things, what makes them have passion, what keeps everyone in the world from being bored. That's basically why people are living on Earth right now, just one day some caveman had an imagination and decided to ask questions, doing things to keep his mind busy, and just in the future everything expands, having languages to communicate to someone, art, music, sports, making up letters and calling a certain group of letters an alphabet so people learn to read. Everything in the world is to keep our attention from being bored, otherwise... there is no point of life when you can't do anything with it..

random questions/thoughts

So i dunno.. random thinking about what I see on TV and other things..

Why do mc donalds commercials only show kids eating their little ’apple dippers’ with a 4-piece chicken nugget thing.. theres like 5 commercials showing that, pretending like McDonalds is the healthiest shit on the planet.. yes cuz im gonna go to a fast food restaurant to order apples... fuck no!.. and everyone in the mc donalds commercial is skinny and athletic and not fat at all? why don’t they advertise their big mac, filled with like 1000 calories with people who are obese eating them in the place? hmmm i dunno

Does it really only rain / thunder when God is pissed off? or did someone wanted to make that up so they would have a reason to be bad or showing God’s existence of anger to people being bad? i dunno.. kinda weird and stupid, its like the person doesn’t know nature exists.. its like asking do earthquakes happen when God is fighting with the devil or something..

Why when new products or something come on for infomercials saying to buy their new product for ur home, getting rich quicker, or w/e, they say people all around the world have tried it and love it and they have people talking about it as if that one product changed their life 180 degrees? if it’s a new product, then that means no one should have it yet and every type of commercial like that seems like a scam to me

I know animals can communicate to their kind in a couple ways like doing certain sounds and stuff like that, but do they actually have a language of their own to where they can just talk to eachother? probly not, would be cool though... You know... I always thought dogs lay eggs... and I learned something today.. LOL Family Guy quote, love that show

And my latest thought... is about friends leaving friends..
kinda hard to explain.. I guess it would be your best friend, the person u hang out with everyday at school and stuff.. when best friends leave and have to move to another place or state, do you just suddenly forget about them overtime and never talk to them again as they slowly erase from your memory, or do you remember everything and keep in touch with that person, even though your probably never going to see that person again for a long time? Do you go back to square one from when you didn’t meet this person or does it stay inside your personality from when your best friend leaves and says goodbye to you? I’ve probly had about 3 best friends leave me overtime during school years, making me having to meet new people on my own with new experiences, and now in a couple of months another one leaves. I dont know how next year will be but yeah...

and I guess those were all the random thoughts for now..

today..

I planned to meet my friend Mike early today around 11 am. I set my alarm to 9:00 because usually it takes about an hour to get ready and an hour to drive over to FGCU. But turns out I slept through my alarm clock, and i hear buzzing next to my ears as I wake up. My friend Sachi calls me and asks where I am...
It's now 1:18 in the afternoon and I reply I'm at my house. I skipped taking a shower, put on some clothes, got a bottle of water and left. I knew I was going to be late for my 2:00 math lab class. I arrive at school at 2:30 and try to act like I wasn't late.
School from the on went pretty swift. Math lecture was pretty funny. The teacher still talks to the kids like we're all mentally challenged. My friend Manny asked to go with him to a music store after class, so I did. We arrive there and I tried some guitars. For the first time in my life, I saw a 12-string guitar. It was pretty amazing, but I don't think I would buy it though because I have fat fingers.
We leave the music store and go to eat at a place called Jimmy John's. They had pretty tasty subs and they made in under a minute. Now that's fast food. There was a GameStop next to J.J.'s so we went inside to look around. The two men working there seemed normal, until they were talking to us about an XBox 360 game that they fell in love with. Something about zombies, a mall, a crazy clown, and some other things... I think we were their first customers all day. 30 minutes of my life wasted.
Anyways, we head back to FGCU because my friend had to drop me off back at my car. He ran past a red light and almost crashed into another car completely. the cars thudded, but it didn't sound too serious. He didn't want to go back and deal with cops so it was a hit and run situation. We get back at the school and get out of the car to see the damage. Part of the headlight broke open, and his front right bumper was wrecked. Oh well, not my car :)
Now I'm getting back in my car, and I take off. It was starting to rain and as I was about to turn my windshield wipers on, I see a little receipt on my windshield. I thought some idiot put that on as a joke, but I get out of the car to look at it anyway. It turns out to be a ticket... for parking wrong???? It said parking violation space... All I know is my car was a little slanted, but it didn't cause any problems. I didn't park in a reserved lot or anything, I just think the cop didn't like my parking because it wasn't perfect, And now I have to pay $30.
Now I'm home doing homework, And this is part of it. after I'm done with everything I'm gonna sleep. Goodnight.